Sunday 25 July 2010

Ayoko na.........

Posted by iya_khin at 23:43 8 comments

Bored…..wala mga amo ko kaya eto petiks na naman…basa lang ng basa, di ko pa kasi matapos tapos ang breaking dawn ni Bella at Edward…feeling ko na rin tuloy ako si Bella…except lang dun sa ginawa nya sa nabasa ko kahapon yung pagtoma at laklak nya ng dugo para magsurvive yung fetus sa loob ng tummy nya…
Henyway…wala akong maisip isulat, actually timatamad na akong magsulat now a days..puro kasi ka-emohan ang buhay ko,sawang-sawa na ako…ayoko na din ng name ko..IYA_KHIN, damn ayoko ng umiyak…..naprapraning na ako (slight!)kakakaloka kasi dito…o naglolokalokahan lang ako…ewan…
My mom just passed away last month actually 1 month na ngayon exactly…I wished I had a portal…
Di kasi ako nakauwi…………I was not able to see her…..and I’m not going to see her na talaga dito sa earth unless…….

So much about that…I’m moving on…moving..moving…moving…but I’m feeling numb….
Di ko na nga talaga makuhang umiyak di tulad dati napakababaw ng luha ko, kahit mga balita lang sa TV o commercial naiiyak na ako pero ngayon di ko magawa….siguro pinatatag na ako ng panahon o dahil sa tindi ng pinagdaan ko dito eh nakakasawa ng umiyak….

Madalas ngayon gusto ko lang magbasa,kasi napupunta sa ibang dimension ang utak ko….
Mas madalas din gusto kong maraming ginagawa ayoko na kasing mag-isip….
Kaya ngayon wala na ako maisip na isulat….
Sakit ng ulo ko…

Ayoko ko na…

Monday 19 July 2010

MISSING HER

Posted by iya_khin at 02:10 7 comments
In the midst of my loneliness I stand still
Now she’s gone, He took her home
I’ve been trying to hold on
They’re telling me that life for me must go on.


Her memories play inside my head
I can hear her singing
I can hear her laughing
Deep inside me she’s still breathing.

I have to be strong
I moved on that it seems nothing’s wrong
My eyes went dry
For my tears I kept in my inner most heart.

She left me so soon
I wonder if she’s sitting now at the moon
Are the stars all around her?
I gazed up high; I know she’s out there in the sky.

Now she’s at peace her pains no more
I know she’s happy now never will she suffer
I wish I was beside her before she left
But I know that someday, once again we’ll meet.

I miss her…………

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