when i need you.....

Dear Loves,

                How’s my forever love? I’m really missing you so badly….mahal ko, nakakaloka na!!! waaaah! huhuhu.... Anyway I hope everything’s fine with you and with our unico hijo, my golly wow it’s been 3 long months na pala since huli ko kayong makasama…3 buwan…3 buwan na akong nangungulila sa inyo feeling ko dekada na simula ng umuwi kayo…di ko mapigilang mapaluha habang tinitipa ko itong love letter ko sayo..ang hirap..ang hirap-hirap mahal ko…kada segundo, kada paghinga at kada tibok ng puso ko namimiss ko kayo….

Loves, hindi ko pala kayang mag-isa, hindi ko pala kayang mabuhay ng wala ka…ng wala kayo ng anak natin. Parang gumuho ang mundo ko simula ng lumipad ang eroplanong sinakyan nyo pauwi at simula ng lumabas ako sa airport ng inihatid ko kayo…I’m a walking dead man sabi pa nga kasi……….. kayo ang buhay ko. Bago kayo umalis sabi ko sayo ok lang ako kasi nasa isip ko para din sa ikabubuti naman yung gagawin natin, para na din sa anak natin. What to do yani?!!  Pero loves, ang hirap sobrang hirap…to da highest mount everest!

Mahal ko, mahal na mahal kita…sorry sa lahat ng pagkukulang ko sayo, humihingi ako ng tawad.  Salamat din sa lahat ng pagmamahal na ipinadama mo sa akin, thank you for all your understanding, care at many to mention pa. Indeed for all these years you've been a good husband and a good father to our son, I  thank the Lord for giving me such a wonderful man like you. Loves, alam kong malalagpasan din natin itong mga pagsubok sa atin, marami na tayong napagdaanan at napagtagumpayan kaya no doubt we will overcome kasi kasama natin si Lord.

I love you…I love you…and I love you so much!

Happy 12^th years anniversary sa atin! Naka-dose na tayo!

Still I’ll choose to grow old with you…..

Love Lots,

Loves

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!

When I need you

I just close my eyes

And I'm with you. And all that I so wanna give you

It's only a heartbeat away.

When I need love

I hold out my hands

And I touch love. I never knew there was so much love

Keeping me warm night and day.

Miles and miles of empty space in between us

The telephone can't take the place of your smile.

But you know I won't be traveling forever.

It's cold out

But hold out

And do like I do.

When I need you

I just close my eyes

And I'm with you.

And all that I so wanna give you babe

It's only a heartbeat away.

It's not easy when the road is your driver.

Honey that's a heavy load that we bear.

But you know I won't be traveling a lifetime.

It's cold out

But hold out

And do like I do.

Oh

I need you.