i'm loving angels instead

I sit and wait

Does an angel contemplate my fate

And do they know

The places where we go

When we're grey and old

'Cause I have been told

That salvation lets their wings unfold

So when I'm lying in my bed

Thoughts running through my head

And I feel the love is dead

I'm loving angels instead

Eto na naman mga emoshits ko, my gwaaaadddd ganto nalang ba lagi?!!

Sa kaiisip ko sa’yo, nalimutan ko nang mabuhay at untiang namamatay, Paikot-ikot-ikot-ikot-ikot-ikot-ikot-ikot….

Huwag kasing mag-eexpect ng sobra! Nakamamatay!

Tough?! Who?! Me?!! In denial pwede pa siguro, nakakapagod na… lagi nalang umaasa, lagi nalang nag-hihintay, magmamahal, masasaktan… iiwan.. paksyet!! Wala ba akong K na maging masaya? Sukang-suka na ako sa paulit-ulit na pangyayari sa buhay ko, para tuloy panandaliang aliw, parang 1 night stand, parang isang kisap mata….

kanikanina lang pagkaganda, kanikanina lang pagkasaya-saya..

I started a joke, which started the whole world crying, But I didn't see that the joke was on me, oh no.

Little tongue be careful what you say, what you say… natatablan din ako sa kataliman nito...

Nasasad lang ako now…na naman…yoko ng i-elaborate..it’s just the same topic different stories..yaan na nga..sanay na naman akong nasasaktan ng paulit-ulit…bbbrrrrrrrrr…..

Last week pala I celebrated my 25^th birthday…chooos! Di ko pala isinelebrate, nisuprised dinner treat pala ako ng mga kaopismayt ko courtesy of our very BIG boss MD. Thank you talaga sa inyo pinaiyak nyo na naman ako… dahil pala birthday ko binigyan ko ng gift ang sarili ko..asa pa ba akong may magreregalo sa akin?!! Di siguro.. I’m nobody kaya di ko na inaasahan yon..

Last, last, last at isa pang last week eh nihalughog ko si mang-google… naghahanap ako ng sakit sa katawan! Puro kasi puso at utak ko lang ang nasasaktan kaya para maiba naman katawan ko naman ang sasaktan ko…yeeeah let’s get physical!!

Alam nyo ba na mahilig ako sa angels?! Isali nyo pa si Angel Locsin basta angel gusto ko, mapapicture, wallpapers, figurines, books, ect.. anything basta about angels. Pinaayos ko kasi yung old tattoo ko which I have since 1998. Ayun magbilang kayo!  Actually I was inspired by it because of my mom; she’s the most beautiful angel I’ve ever seen! I love her so much…hala…naiiyak na naman ako…oh I’m missing her so much.

Hindi lang basta angel ang tingin ko sa kanya, she’s my everything. Sa lahat ng bagay she’s always there for me that’s why I feel so secure because of her.

So last week I found this website and met this AWESOME tattoo artist! Click nyo DITO!

Una ko palang makita yung blog nya ramdam ko na talaga na HE’s D ONE! Where have you been all my la-hahahaaayypp??! LELS

Tagal ko na talaga kasing naghahanap ng gagawa ng tattoo ko as in! See it took me more than a decade searching for the right person and baby now that I found you I won’t let you go…yiiiiiii! 

my old tattoo

needles...

and there she is!

Thank you po, you just don't know how much it means to me.....

And through it all she offers me protection

A lot of love and affection

Whether I'm right or wrong

And down the waterfall

Wherever it may take me

I know that life won't break me

When I come to call, she won't forsake me

I'm loving angels instead

 

 
Angels - Robbie Williams