“you’d think that silence would be peaceful. But really, it’spainful.” – David Levithan
Lying in my bed
Turbulence inside my head
This loneliness inside of me
Damn, why you just don’t kill me.
Yeah, maybe I’m better off alone
Rather than to be with someone who can’t be my own
I rather be sad and empty
Than live surrounded by lies and wary.
I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure just likeMarilyn Monroe
I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard tohandle.
Yes, I’m a psycho, a freak or maybe a bitch
A ragged doll, used and ditched.
But I’m just a girl who’s just protecting herself
I live in the past that nobody wants to watch
Nobody understand and no one can stand
No one to save me…I can’t even demand.
So silence is all that’s left in me
My cure even everyone else don’t agree
In quietness I hide
Bleeding and slowly restoring myself.