Rialyn aka iah, iyah or iya_khin…sino nga ba talaga ako?! Sabi pa nga sa kanta ng casting crowns WHO AM I?
I know some of you already knew that I’m a sentimental fool person, maemo, maloka, makulit or maybe a bitch! Yeah, I admit that I am not perfect and I am sinner….are you not?! Well ikaw lang ang nakakaalam ng sagot.
For the past few days medyo nagdradrama-drama ako, buong araw lang ako nagkukulong sa kwarto but I came to realized na hindi pala dapat ako malugmok sa kalungkutan ko. Sabi pa ng Pastor na may-ari ng flat namin nung sabihin ko sa kanya na ang lungkot-lungkot naman po masyado, dahilan sa dalawa lang kami sa bahay at ang mga kasama namin eh nasa bakasyon lahat. Sinagot nya ako ng ganito “enjoy enjoy lang!” For all people sya pa ang nagsabi sa akin na mag ENJOY lang! bumackstroke ako ng bonggang-bongga! Background check about him, isa po syang balo and I think his wife just passed away last year di ko lang sure, and his children are all in Pinas.
Then, last night I was rebuked again by our head pastor during our bible study. I told him about it and he helped me open my eyes syempre revelation ni Lord. Sabi nya, you see he can cope to enjoy kahit sa totoo di nya na makakapiling ang wife nya dito sa lupa where as ikaw malaki ang chance pa na magkakasama pa kayo ng family mo.
Minsan.. I mean madalas madali lang sabihin pero sobrang hirap gawin. SOBRA! Lalo na pag nag-iisa ka dun ka trinitrigger ng kahinaan mo, natatakot ako and hindi ko namamalayan….nilulubog na ako nito.
I almost forgot who really I am, I almost forgot that I was called, I almost forgot that I am needed, I almost forgot that I am His daughter, I almost forgot that I am forgiven, I almost forgot that I am loved, I almost forgot I have HIM…
All of my life in every season You are still God, I have the reason to sing, I have the reason to worship…..
Makasalanan ako ipagsisigawan ko’t inaamin ko…but I have a choice..YES! HE gave us a choice to choose…
To remain in the darkness or to be in His light……..
Being a Christian doesn’t mean I am (we) perfect, (we) I am just forgiven..
If you learn how to repent and ask for forgiveness
But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. – 2 Corinthians.12:9
Sino ba talaga si Iyah..
I am a born again christian, once was lost and now I am found…
I serve God and I acknowledge that He is my personal Lord and my Savior.
All glory ang praises be unto Him.