LIFELINE

Standing alone at this bus stop

Waiting for a ride to take me home

Tired from the loads that the world has given me

On this point I am at the edge of giving up

I can’t express myself as no one is even there

The crowd is too busy to notice

People care less

To whom I would run to?

Battling with the tears that are about to fall

My chest aches as I hold my breath

This feelings that starts to engulf me

I am in distress, is this what I deserve?

I love in full, I gave in full

Now look at me, I am empty

Are those not enough that they still want to break me?

Broken I am, this I think is my destiny.

Many times I fell but I tried hard to pull back myself

This tiny heart of mine was torn apart

I mend it…I mend it…many times that i've lost count..

But now I’m too tired to do it all over again

All I asked was someone to grow old with

Someone who will choose and fight for me

They said they love me

How come now it is just me?

anong meron?!

hala!!!!!! Nalimutan na kita!!!! Sensya kung ngayon lang ulit ako nakapagpost medyo busy na kasi ako sa outside world tsaka hindi pa naman ako naeemo lately...hmmmmmm...

Well anyway, kamusta mga peepz? may nadadaan pa ba dito? forgotten blog?! Yung mga kasabayan ko naglaho na sila, yung iba tuluyan ng nilisan ang personal blogs nila at gumawa na ng pangkabuhayan showcase! Happy for them though!! hehehe!

Eh ako, kamusta naman?! same-same pa din, still using the same domain ng blogger.com. FREE is GOOD! lol!

Gusto ko lang magpost ng bucket list ko, hindi ito bucket challenge ha...panis na yun.. natunaw na! :p

Waley lang, baka may mga anghel sa langit na mapadaan at mabigay ang muting kahilingan ko. (if ever lang naman!) Wala naman ata kasing nakakaalala, i'm one of the forgotten.. you know... (u-meemo na..) hindi kasi ako VIP kaya sa tabi-tabi lang ako.. that's layp!!! PAAAK!!

BUCKET LIST 1234:

 WATER BOTTLE: gusto ko  'to kasi para di na masyadong messy pag gumagawa ako ng water detox. tsaka nakaka-encourage lalong uminom ng tubig pag ganto water bottle mo.

 IPOD TOUCH GEN 5: hindi naman ako masyadong maluho, ayaw ko ng iphone 6 ayos na ako sa cherry mobile android phone ko. (Apollo type) lol Need ko to kasi for my...... rakets!! #bodypump #gxtrainor pero take note 32GB is excellent for me! O diba di naman ako maluho talaga! hehehe!

 BODY PUMP SHIRT: kelan kaya ako magiging sponsored athlete? LELS!!

LESMILLS LEGGINGS: syempre pag may shirt dapat may katerno! ganun yun! :p

BOODLE FIGHT: isa sa mga pangarap ko 'to!! haaiistt kelan kaya?!!

DARK CHOCOLATE CAKE: hindi ako fan ng super sweet food, gusto ko yung medyo bitter! parang lablayp lang dapat may challenge hindi puro sweetness, nakakaumay pag masyadong matamis! :p

 BALLOONS: gusto ko kasi kumanta ng "Ako ay may lobo, lumipad sa langit, di ko na makita pumutok na pala." ma-irelate lang.


PS: ALL OF THE ABOVE ARE OPTIONAL

Bakit ko na isip 'to? isipin nyo?! lol

Papansin lang ako.. alam ko naman nakalimutan nyo na ako..

Magtirik nalang tayo ng kandila.....

emo 101

Paano nalang sa pag-gising ko’y wala kana

Sa pagmulat ng aking mga mata’y di kana masilayan

Paano nalang kung ako’y muling mag-iisa

Makakaya ko pa ba, kung pati ikaw ay mawawala?

Paulit-ulit ng nabigo

Paulit ulit ng nasaktan

Walang kadala-dala

Paulit-ulit nalang…

Mabuti pa nga sigurong mag-isa

Di na masusugatan, di na masasaktan

Sa paglipas ng panahon pagod na ang aking puso

Ayoko na..hindi na siguro.

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AMPALAYA

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Dahil araw ng mga puso at AMPALAYA ako eh raratsada ako ng Random!

THINGS TO DO AND TO AVOID DURING VALENTINES IF UR FUCKING SINGLE!

1. Don't open Facebook! -  putek puro shitness ang mababasa mo at makikita mo baka masuka ka lang!

2. Mark X the date Feb.14 on your calendar! - eh ano ngayon kung katorse?! buwan-buwan may petsa katorse naman!

3. Don't dare to go malling! - offlimits ka sa mga lugar na tulad nito! Wag na wag kang papasok sa mall kung ayaw mong makakita ng mapupulang bagay na nakadisplay na niwiwish mo na sana may magbigay sayo, asa ka pa!

4. Avoid playing love songs on your mp3 players. -  believe me baka sa kakasoundtrip mo ng mga emoshits eh di mo mamalayang nasa rooftop kana ng bahay nyo o bka may hawak ka ng bread knife!

5. Sleep early. - oo matulog ng maaga, bukas ikakinse na!

6. Just drive straight. - wag kang liliko o kakaliwa! lels

7. Watch the movie / tv series JACKASS. - sa gantong paraan makakalimutang mong nag-iisa ka dahil sa iniwan ka ng dyowa mo at pinagpalit ka sa iba o sa kung ano pa man dahilan. Imaginin mo nalang na kunyari sila yung nasa palabas at tuwang-tuwa ka habang nasasaktan sya! BWAHAHAHAH! -evil laugh

8. Try to watch also horror movies. - tama manood ka ng mga nakakatakot o yung super gore na palabas, tingnan ko lang kung maemo-emo ka pa!

9. Have a cold shower. - pagnaiinitan, maligo!

10. If you're thinking you're the only one that has no date, go to gym! - madami kayo di ka nag-iisa!

Haay naku! Sarap mang itsa ng granada mamaya! Letche! Kung bakit kasi natapat ng weekend dito at nataong petiks na naman ako!! STOP IT! I KILL YOU!!

broken angel

I’m just too dumb to give in

I hate myself

How foolish I am to trust so easily and give my heart all out

Now it’s broken again

I don’t know how many times I’ve mended it

Picking up the pieces together

Solving puzzles all by myself

Distorted inside and out

My heart is so weak I need a cure

A drug that would kill and washout all my feelings

I tried to be strong and to stand firm

But see now I’m losing my grip

All I need is to be loved…

Never be alone…

The world is so cruel..

Taking all away from me…

I’m tired…

You showed him all the best of you

But I'm afraid your best

Wasn't good enough

And know he never wanted you

At least not the way

You wanted yourself to be loved

And you feel like you were a mistake

He's not worth all those tears that won't go away

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i am....

now that i have loved so purely and deeply,

i have realized how lonely i really am.....

game over?

i wish i could fly..

i wish i could escape all these mess we created

i wish this would all be over

before my life would end.

i wish you were here

so you can wipe out all my tears

i wish you could see me

now that i'm having a hard time to breath.

i wish you would love me more

the way i'm loving you

more than words is what i need

because all those words only vanished.

i wish i could hang myself like this

though i know i may not look cute after this

so funny...

it makes me feel like my heart's gonna burst.

i wish...

i wish...

i wish...

this would be over.

before it's too late.

lulugar lang po...

Anong mararamdaman mo pagbinigyan kayo ng 5days holiday with pay?!!!!!

Waaah! Halos mapunit ang aking bibig sa balitang ito! EID break na kasi sa arab countries this week kaya lahat nagsasaya! Iniisip ko paano ko iispend ang holiday ko…..tsk…bigla na naman akong na-sad…naalala ko, mag-isa lang pala ako..tsk….eerrrr

Hmmp makapag WILD WADI nalang kaya

  o ATLANTIS….

 sama ka?

tired eyes, tired mind

deviant

tired eyes, tired mind

what are u gonna do about it?

tired eyes, tired mind

do you think you can escape it?

tired eyes, tired mind

don’t want to speak about it

tired eyes, tired mind

finding a way out to hide it

tired eyes, tired mind

count 1 to 3 and you’ll be mine

tired eyes, tired mind

can you read between the lines?

Tired eyes, tired mind…

I’ll say goodnight for tonight

PIPI

deviant

Sa kalagitnaan ng gabi'y humihikbi

Mga luhang pinigil sa umaga'y mapagkunwari

Kalungkutan sa aki'y bumabalot

Nilalamig wari mo'y walang saplot

Hanggang kailan mag-iisa

Hanggang kailan mangugulila

Paulit ulit nangangapa

Habang ang mundo'y nagpapakasasa

Di nyo ba batid o sadyang nabulag na

Sa bawat obra'y pilit na nagpapatawa

Kahit sarili'y nirurungisan na

Para lamang ikubli ang katotohanang nadarama

Tunay na damdami'y gustong humiyaw

Sadlak sa kadiliman gustong magsisisigaw

Tikom ang bibig halakhak ang iyong nadinig

Wari'y napipi na walang magawa kundi ang tumitig.

truth

can't pretend anymore......

Can't Live A Day Without You

I could live life alone
And never fill the longings of my heart
The healing warmth of someone's arms
And I could live without dreams
And never know the thrill of what could be
With every star so far and out of reach
I could live without many things
And I could carry on, but

I couldn't face my life tomorrow
Without Your hope in my heart I know
I can't live a day without You
Lord, there's no night and there's no morning
Without Your loving arms to hold me
You're the heartbeat of all I do
I can't live a day without You

I could travel the world
See all the wonders beautiful and new
They'd only make me think of You
And I could have all life offers
Riches that were far beyond compare
To grant my every wish without a care
Oh, I could do anything, oh yes
But if You weren't in it all

Jesus, I live because You live
You're like the air I breathe
Oh Jesus, oh, I have because You give
You're everything to me

I love you loves.......  

 
Avalon - Can't Live A Day Without You

..............

I guess I’m getting tired chasing after you….
You're always taking me for granted..
I had enough..

So this time I’ll be running around without you.…

 

 

Rivermaya - Hilo

SHADOW

I waited for you
But still I’m all alone
I searched for you
It seems hidden forever.

Hold me
I’m loosing my grip
Save me
I don’t want fall inside the pit.

I needed you
You’re nowhere to be found
I’m almost broken
See now I’m tearing apart.

I’m so sick within
Heal me
I’m dying
Restore my soul.

Fill me in
I’m so empty
Burn for me
I’m so cold, can’t you feel it?