emo 101

Paano nalang sa pag-gising ko’y wala kana

Sa pagmulat ng aking mga mata’y di kana masilayan

Paano nalang kung ako’y muling mag-iisa

Makakaya ko pa ba, kung pati ikaw ay mawawala?

Paulit-ulit ng nabigo

Paulit ulit ng nasaktan

Walang kadala-dala

Paulit-ulit nalang…

Mabuti pa nga sigurong mag-isa

Di na masusugatan, di na masasaktan

Sa paglipas ng panahon pagod na ang aking puso

Ayoko na..hindi na siguro.

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it's like....

you ripped my heart out since the day you left me

i wasn't even ready for this but you have dug me my grave

so  i closed my eyes co'z you've left me with no choice

into the darkness you've tossed me, little demons rejoice!

six feet under i lay and fear surrounds me

hopeless i am no one knows  you buried me nicely

at the top of my lungs i screamed out so loud

my voice nobody can hear and to die is only what i'm allowed.

i'm screaming out your name can you hear me?

i'm screaming out your name  can you hear me?

i'm screaming out your name  can you hear me?

i'm screaming out for help but you ignored me...

fickle..

“you’d think that silence would be peaceful. But really, it’spainful.” – David Levithan

Lying in my bed

Turbulence inside my head

This loneliness inside of me

Damn, why you just don’t kill me.

Yeah, maybe I’m better off alone

Rather than to be with someone who can’t be my own

I rather be sad and empty

Than live surrounded by lies and wary.

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure just likeMarilyn Monroe

I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard tohandle.

Yes, I’m a psycho, a freak or maybe a bitch

A ragged doll, used and ditched.

But I’m just a girl who’s just protecting herself

I live in the past that nobody wants to watch

Nobody understand and no one can stand

No one to save me…I can’t even demand.

So silence is all that’s left in me

My cure even everyone else don’t agree

In quietness I hide

Bleeding and slowly restoring myself.

undercover

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Side by side laying down next to you

Touching you as I feel the warmth of your skin

Never have I imagined that we’ll be as close as this

Too good to be true but here now I’m with you.

I’ve searched for you all my life

Been into many places high and low

Crossed the deep blue ocean, 

Gazed upon the city skyline

and might see you in the twilight.

In the midst of my sanity I’ve waited

Listened to music ‘til my head bleeds

Held back myself though I’m about to fall

Clock’s ticking I’m almost tired chasing.

Then suddenly a door has opened

Went inside this cold dark room I was about to trip

And to my surprise someone was waiting

It was hiding underneath those black sheets.

You’re so cryptic never gave me a clue

All these years I’ve been looking for you

You’re supernatural that’s why I love you

Yes I found you covered with your tattoos.