lyrics & me

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"Could you beam me up,

Give me a minute, I don't know what I'd say in it

I'd probably just stare, happy just to be there, holding your face

Beam me up,

Let me be lighter, I'm tired of being a fighter,

I think a minute's enough,

Just beam me up." - PINK

I've done so many mess in the past

Until now it's hunting me; I wanted it to last

I said I was ok but am I really?

I'm so tired I wanted to be free.

"killer dose right through my heart..

....and there's no antidote.."  - SWEDISH HOUSE MAFIA

All my life I never searched for anyone

Time flies so fast  I've met so many "someone"

They just come and go through that door

Left me dying, lying cold on the floor.

"Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements

Even if it leads nowhere?

Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place

Should I leave it there?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements

Even if it leads nowhere?" - ADELE

I was hunted but I can't see no one

I was terrified chilling down my spine

Then I saw a girl staring back at me

Torn apart but smiling..how can this be?

"I'm glad you came." - THE WANTED

And you whispered....

"Funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving....

 I want you to stay.." - RIHANNA

PS:

4th year blogsary contest still going on til june 30, 2013! :p

fickle..

“you’d think that silence would be peaceful. But really, it’spainful.” – David Levithan

Lying in my bed

Turbulence inside my head

This loneliness inside of me

Damn, why you just don’t kill me.

Yeah, maybe I’m better off alone

Rather than to be with someone who can’t be my own

I rather be sad and empty

Than live surrounded by lies and wary.

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure just likeMarilyn Monroe

I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard tohandle.

Yes, I’m a psycho, a freak or maybe a bitch

A ragged doll, used and ditched.

But I’m just a girl who’s just protecting herself

I live in the past that nobody wants to watch

Nobody understand and no one can stand

No one to save me…I can’t even demand.

So silence is all that’s left in me

My cure even everyone else don’t agree

In quietness I hide

Bleeding and slowly restoring myself.

REHAB

“You need a shrink more than I do!” – Vince

Weirdo?!! Who?!! Me?!! Bagong issue pa ba yan?! Hmmmm?!!

Baliw, loka-loka, adik, sira, bipolar, emo ect..ect…

I have many names but all I know is…

It’s just me being vocal and true to what I’m thinking and about my feelings, is that a valid reason enough that they’re thinking I’m a retard?! Hmmmm…..

Well, we all have different opinions, reasons and I respect that, I won’t even argue about it…ummm.. not to the extent also that they’ll be pulling my leg…. But I’m willing to…. (#lies)

Dami kong gustong ikwento..nakaka-nosebleed ang mag-english kaya ititipa ko nalang ito sa sarili nating pambansang wika. (yeah rakenrol! \m/)

Na LSS ako sa kanta ni Adele “TIRED”

“Hold my hand while you cut me down, it’d only just began but now it’s over now.”

Yeah, hell ye! I’m dead tired!! (diba sabi ko dapat tagalog?!!)

Pagod na ako sa maraming bagay, pagod na pagod na ako sa redundancy ng buhay ko….i’m so tired cleaning others mess while I’m putting myself at risk. I’m not YOUR or WHOEVER’s superwoman….

I’M ONLY HUMAN!

I’m so sick of those lies, promises, terms and conditions, manuals, guide books, guidelines, parental, reports, news, graphs....haiiiisstttt!!!!

My brain’s so distorted, my heart’s broken…damn!! Lasog-lasog na ako, bulag ba kayo?!!

“If happy ever after did exist I would still be holding you like this

All those fairytales are full of sh*t, one more stupid love song I'll be sick”

I’m so sick……….

Anna (she’s my evil twin sis! We met each other while we’re both on our straight jackets)

Anna: Finish you?!

Iyah: finish me?!!

Anna: let’s kill them!!

Iyah: yeah all of them!!

Psychotic?!! Who?!! Us?!! Naaaaahhh…… di lang talaga kami swerte sa mga taong minahal at minamahal namin kaya siguro ganto kami.

Napakahirap gamutin ang sakit lalo na’t malala na dahil sa KATANGAHAN!

Tanga bang talaga o nagtatanga-tangahan lang?!

“ Ako naman kasi super tanga, isang milyong rason na nasa harapan ko… sana tinigilan ko na…kala ko kaya kong maging civil kami..” – ANNA

“Ayoko ng lokohan.”  - IYAH

“Napakamalas ko sya natagpuan kong manloloko, ako kasi nagpaloko. Kay sakit isipin ako nagdudusa sa lahat samantalang sila nagpapakasaya..” – ANNA

“Hindi naman ako masamang tao…nagmahal lang ako…inaamin ko naman kasalanan ko..ganito pala ang kapalit..pero sana matapos na ang hirap.” – ANNA ( I second the motion – IYAH)

“Siguro I need to be the right person to be with the right person.” – ANNA

“I should learn to be happy without men…” – ANNA

“weeeh?!! Di nga?!!” – IYAH

“I surrender in this battle…white flag!” – ANNA

Ganto kaming dalawa kabaliw kaya siguro pinagtagpo kami ng tadhana, pareho kaming kumakanta ng…

“We found love in a hopeless place..” LELs lang!!

Yaan na nga!! Enjoy nalang tayo..pasasaan ba’t magiging happy din tayo!

CHEERS TO  THEM!! 

lies

Bakit di ko maaming wala na ang dating damdamin

Di na ganun

At hindi ko na kayang piliting muli mong angkinin

Di na ganun – Yeng Constantino

Letting go…

Paano na nga lang kaya kung isang araw magising ka’t bigla mo nalang narealized na wala na yung feelings mo dun sa taong dati ay sobra-sobrang minamahal mo? Paano kung mapagod na din ang puso mo sa paghihintay sa taong pilit mong ipinaglalaban pero alam mo naman na sa una palang ay imposibleng mangyari?

Will you regret loving that person?

Madalas unang mararamdaman natin ay yung panghihinayang, manghihinayang ka sa mga effort na ginawa o ibinigay mo sa kanya. Nakakalungkot isipin pero sabi pa nga love is like a gamble, sumusugal ka, yun nga lang puso mo ang nakataya.

Regrets?!! Di siguro…as long as you have loved that person sincerely di mo yun kailangan pagsisihan dahil sa naging totoo ka sa kanya…pero tama na…mahirap makipagsugal kung ikaw lang ang laging tumataya and in the end ikaw pa ang langing talo….

 “Things come apart so easily when they have been held together with lies.”

― Dorothy Allison, Bastard Out of Carolina

bulag,pipi,bingi

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Di ko lubos maisip kung bakit ako’y nahuhumaling sayo

Ngayong di naman linggid sa akin ang mga panloloko mo

Babae mo’y kaliwat-kanan, sa likod at sa harapan

Pero heto ako’t nananatiling umiibig sayo kahit puso’y nasasaktan.

Ilang beses ng binalak na ika’y iwanan

Iwasan na’t talikuran, tumakbo at maglaho sa kawalan

Ngunit sadyang mahina yaring puso ko’t nanghihinayang

Umaasa pa rin isang araw ako’y mamahalin at sa bisig mo’y tanging ako ang mananahan.

Halos ipagtabuyan mo ako’t pagkatao ko’y iyong yurakan

Ganon nalaman magbitiw ng mga salitang tagos sa aking kalamnan

Subalit pag-ibig pa din ang syang nangingibabaw sa aking katauhan

Pag-ibig..walang katiyakan, walang patutunguhan.

Halintulad ka ng isang halimaw na sa aki’y tumambad

Ako’y iyong binihag at ginapos na walang kalaban laban

Pinaikot mo sa iyong mapaglarong mga palad

At ngayo’y iyong hinahatak at patulak sa takda kong kamatayan.

Sa kabila ng lahat ika’y patuloy kong iniibig

Buong puso ko’t pagkatao’y pilit sayo’y isinisiksik

Ako’y isang hanggal dahil inalay sayo ang pag-ibig na wagas

Yaong di nag aabang ng kapalit sa tulad mong puno ng dahas.

Bulag…

Pipi…

Bingi…

Tanging tibok ng puso ko...

Damhin mo…

sa piling mo..

“Mahal kita, pero mas mahal ko sya…”

Suntok sa buwan…

Hanggang ganito nalang..

Hindi maipinta kung ano ang dapat maramdaman…

Hirap makahinga….

Di maamin sa sariling wala talagang pag-asa…

Ilang beses na ba nasaktan?

Ilang beses na ba nadapa?

Ilang beses na ba lumuha?

Paulit-ulit nalang di parin magawang iwanan ka.

Masakit isipin na tayo ngang dalawa

Nandito ka nga sa aking tabi ngunit puso mo’y wala

Hawak mo ang aking mga kamay

Ngunit sa isang kisapmata ko lang nasa malayo kanang bigla.

Di makapaniwala nung una’y akala ko’y akin kana

Sabik sa kada minutong kapiling kita

Tamis ng iyong mga halik di ako nagsasawa

Sa bawat haplos mo sa aki’y dulo’t nito’y walang kasing saya.

Lahat nagbago ng sya’y nagbalik

Di mo na pansin ang alay ko sayong pag-ibig

Malalamyos mong pagsambit sa aking ngala’y di ko na naririnig

Init ng iyong pagmamahal unti-unti ng nanlalamig.

Inalay sayo ang lahat-lahat ngunit sayo’y tila hindi sapat

Di ko labis malaman kung saan ako nagkulang

Upang balewalain mo ako ng ganun-ganun nalang

Minahal kita, buong puso ko’t buong tapat.

Batid kong walang patutunguhan ito

Ngunit puso ko’y manhid na sa bawat paghihirap na dinanas nito

Kaya eto’t sadyang pinili pa din maghintay at manatili sa piling mo

Hanggang sa isang araw magising ka’t madama ng puso mo…

Na mahal mo din ako..

Gaya ng pagmamahal nanilaan ko para sayo..

Di Na Ganun – Yeng Constantino Song Lyrics

i need you now....

deviant

How does it possible for someone to always miss one person knowing that someone is being surrounded by many?

And how does it possible for that someone to love that one person in spite of their indifferences?

That to every single beat of that someone’s heart belongs now to that one person.

If that someone is ME…

And that one person is YOU…

Would YOU want ME too?

NEED YOU NOW

Lady Antebellum

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor

Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now

Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door

Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now

Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

woah woaaah.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now (wait)

Ooo, baby, I need you now

I Need You Now – Lady Antebellum Song Lyrics

wag na....

deviant

May blog pa pala ako, muntik kona naman makalimutan..kung hindi pa ako susumpungin ng kaemohan ko ngayon dikita maaalala…

Oo, naeemo na naman ako ngayon,hindi ko alam kung bakit pero bigla ko lang naramdaman na nalulungkot ako…yeahsimply…no reason at all…ewan ko…

I want someone to talk to perowala naman akong choice kasi oras ng trabaho ngayon at hindi din alam ng amo kona pumepetiks na naman ako…oooiii wag ka naging busy naman ako for the past fewweeks ah!

Nalulungkot lang talaga ako…I meanmalungkot naman talaga ako at hindi na bago sa inyo yon…feeling ko nga malapitna akong sumabog. Haaaiiistt….. life parang buhay lang…

I know there’s a lot of things napwede naman magpasaya sa isang tao, so many ways yet so little time and limited..paranglibro lang..madaming pagpipilian pero limitado lang ang kaya mong mabasa atbasahin.

I’m struggling right now, minsannatatanga nalang ako ng di ko namamalayan…tulad ngayon, nagtitipa pala ako…

Alam nyo ba yung feeling na masayaka pero hindi mo pwedeng itodo, yung limitado lang, yung alam mong mayhangganan din..natatakot akong dumating yung araw na yon…honestly di ko alamkung kakayanin ko.

I’m trying to hold on tight, I’mtrying to balance myself pero madami akong lapses, sobra-sobra…di ko na kayangicontrol..o sadyang hinahayaan ko lang…

Alam nyo din ba yung feeling nayung puso mo bigla nalang hihina sa pag-pintig, yung minsan hindi mo syamaramdaman kung tumitibok pa..yung parang manhid kana..yung feeling na parangmasusuka ka pero hindi naman…yung feeling na parang nauubusan ka ng hininga? Basta..

Gusto kong umiyak ngayon, peropag nagkakaroon naman ako ng time mapag-isa hindi ako makaiyak, hindi komagawang umiyak….di ko na maintindihan ang sarili ko lately….

Gusto kong gayahin yung eksenanila Paul and Mia sa teleseryeng “kung ako’y iiwan mo” nung nagpunta sila sagitna ng disyerto.. yung nagsisisigaw si Paul dahil malungkot sya..sana magawako din yon..gusto kong magwala at sumigaw ng sumigaw hanggang sa mapaos ako.

I’m tired..BIG TIME!! But theproblem is…I can’t let go and I won’t let go…..

“How is it possible that someonecan hurt you repeatedly and you still care for them so much?” – tweeter

I guess I’m just really stupid….

I feel lonely every single day ofmy life and I’m ashamed to admit that co’z nobody cares anyway…..

Wag Na – Yeng Constantino Song Lyrics

make u feel my love.....

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i'll still hold on to you no matter how painful it is..

call me stupid

call me crazy

call me anything you want

no matter how hard it takes...

i'll always be here for you...

'til my very last breath.....

Make You Feel My Love

adele

When the rain

Is blowing in your face

And the whole world

Is on your case

I could offer you

A warm embrace

To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows

And the stars appear

And there is no - one there

To dry your tears

I could hold you

For a million years

To make you feel my love

I know you

Haven't made

Your mind up yet

But I would never

Do you wrong

I've known it

From the moment

That we met

No doubt in my mind

Where you belong

I'd go hungry

I'd go black and blue

I'd go crawling

Down the avenue

Know there's nothing

That I wouldn't do

To make you feel my love

The storms are raging

On the rolling sea

And on the highway of regret

The winds of change

Are blowing wild and free

You ain't seen nothing

Like me yet

I could make you happy

Make your dreams come true

Nothing that I wouldn't do

Go to the ends

Of the Earth for you

To make you feel my love,

 To make you feel my love

Make You Feel My Love – Adele Song Lyrics

foolish heart....

i've learned that love is never going to be fair...
you have to sacrifice even ending up swallowing your pride...
you have to let go of things which you unusually do...
you have to be still and learn to wait patiently...

yes, loving someone deeply does really hurt...
specially if things are complicated  between the two of you...
life is so unfair...
so love is....

love is not really all about feelings...
like mine...
it's a decision that i have to face and to accept...
foolish heart...
i guess i've got one of it....

  

 
Nina - Foolish Heart 

i'm not the one...

Complicated…

It’s you and me…

Against the world...

Nobody knows…

I want to shout it out loud…

Co’z it’s tearing me apart…

I want to stay longer…

But in time I have to go…

I have to let go….

I have to leave…

Leave you behind…

I’ll whisper I love you every now and then…

I’ll hold you tight ‘til I can…

I’ll kiss you softly while you allow me…

Caress you gently if you want me to…

Before I run away…

Far away from you…

I’ll sing you a love song…

Rhyme a poems for you…

Love you like nobody else’s do…

Offer you everything I have…

So you’ll remember…

That I was true to you…

In a while I’ll be gone…

I will leave while I’m still in love with you…

It will be a suicide for me to do…

I’ll kiss you goodbye while you’re sleeping…

So you won’t see me crying….

Complicated…

Yes…

You and I….

Can never be together…

But sooner or later…

We’ll be better in time…

Monster

Gabe Bondoc

I'm not a monster

I know you're fragile

I know that I've got some explaining to do

Wish I could stay and

Tell you I love you

Got to keep lying I can't tell you the truth

I can't say why

This is the last time

Last time you're ever gonna speak to me

One day you'll see where

See where this came from

Look back and smile and understand where you'd be

I had to leave

I've never felt this

Feeling I'm feeling

You understand me in a way that's so real

We shoot the breeze

Oh, we talk about nothing

Nothing should stop me but loving you is not meant to be

I had to leave

I'm not the one, I'm not the one you should love

I'm not the one you should trust

I'm not the one, I'm not the one you should love

Oh no... oh no

I'm not a monster

I know you're special

I've never felt this way before it's unreal

I wanna stay how it kills me to leave you

Still I must go regardless of how I feel

You'll be lonely

But sooner or later

You'll meet a girl who'll take you where should be

I'll be a distant

Thought not worth holding

Please don't you cry you can forget about me

I have to leave

I'm not the one, I'm not the one you should love

I'm not the one you should trust

I'm not the one, I'm not the one you should love

Oh no no...

I'm not the one...

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noise inside my head

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What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don't bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though

Goin' on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay

But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And havin' so much to say

And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'

What could've been

And not seein' that lovin' you

Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go

But I'm doin' it

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone

Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And havin' so much to say

(Much to say)

And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'

What could've been

And not seein' that lovin' you

Is what I was tryin' to do, oh

Oh yeah

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And havin' so much to say

(To say)

And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

love hurts?!

“The hardest thing in falling inlove is when you still go for it even you already knew that in the end it won’t work and you have to let go….”

May mga bagay sa buhay natin na minsan di natin inaasahan, mga bagay na hindi mo maipaliwanag kung bakit dumating at bakit nangyari. Kung dati’y abala ka sa sarili mong mundo at bigla nalang may bubulaga sa harap mo at biglang inisnatch ang puso mo….wala kang kamalay-malay at wala kang kalaban-laban.

Kayang ideny ng bibig mo pero hindi ng mata mo, kayang linlangin ang isip mo pero mahirap ideny ng puso mo. Mahirap magkunwari at mahirap magpigil, kailangan mo ng extra effort at ng kakapitan para makaiwas…eh paano kung nag-iisa ka sa mga oras at panahon na yon?

Naitanong mo na ba itong minsan, mali ba ang magmahal? Dapat ba laging nasa tamang lugar at tamang panahon? Dapat ba laging nasa timing at organized ang lahat? Dapat ba na naayon ito sa expectations mo? Dapat ba parang sa pelikula….. scripted?!

Tao, maraming expectations..pero dapat ba pag nagmahal ka may expectations din? Kailangan ba na may manual kung paano ka magmamahal at kung paano ka din mamahalin?

………at kung sino ang mamahalin?

“love doesn’t hurt, it’s the one you choose to love that’s hurting you…”

Alam mo ng mali alam mo ng bawal at alam na alam mo din na masasaktan ka sa huli…pero ansabeh?!! Nahulog ka pa din, umasa, nagmahal…kahit alam mong masasaktan ka lang….katanganhan bang matatawag? Di siguro….

Nalulungkot ka lang, sabi nila..pero marami naman ways para sumaya diba? Hindi kalungkutan ang nagdala sayo para magmahal ka, nakatakda lang talaga na mahalin mo sya…

“Don’t love too much…yung sakto lang…”

Ano ba ang saktong pagmamahal? May sukatan ba? may leveling?

“Hindi nya kayang suklian ng parehong pagmamahal ang pagmamahal mo”

Nagbayad ka ba sa kanya in the first place?

“Limitado ang time nya”

Mas mabuti naman yon kesa sa walang oras sayo totally…

“wait”

Given na po yun….

“paano kaya pag ayaw nya na nga?”

Pinaghahandaan na….

  

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

i fall...

yes, a fallen angel...

who's deeply fallen in love with you...

does that makes me a sinner?

TALA
(yeng constantino)
Di mo na napapansin
Di ka na makikita

Sa paglipas ng panaho'y

Bigla na lang mawawala

Sasabihin ko sa'yong

Di ako natutuwa

Sa paglipas ng panaho'y

Maglalaho na lang bigla

Sa wakas malaya na ang tala

Ang tala

Hindi ko sinadyang

Mahulog sa iyo

Patawad patawad

F_U ka!

Babala: marami pong maseselang salita ang ginamit sa akdaing ito, patnubay ng mga nakakatanda sa mga minor na edad ay kinakailangan. :p

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malandi, makati, malantod, kiti-kiti, malikot, haliparot, flirt, kaladkarin ect…ect!

What the FUCK you care?!!!

May ibendesya ka ba?! nakita mo ba?!

Eh putang-ina, huhusgahan mo ako ng ganyang patalikod eh bakit hindi mo sabihin sa akin ng harapan para magkaalaman tayo?!

Kasalanan ko ba kung yung mga hinayupak na mga lalaki na yan ang lumalapit sa akin?!! Kasalanan ko ba na sila ang umaaligid sa akin?!! Kasalanan ko ba na likas lang talaga akong maganda?!! ginusto ko bang maging ganto ang itsura ko?!! HINDI!! Kasi kung ganto lang naman pala ang kalalabasan ng itsura ko di sana’y mas naghanggad pa ako ng mas maganda, siguro itatapal ko ang mukha ko kay Megan Fox! Putek ka!! Leche!

Wala akong kasalanan sayo para ipangalandakan mong puta ako, pati sa subdivision natin talaga ipinagkakalat mo!! PUTANG INA MO! HAYOP KA! gusto mo para di kana mahirapan sasamahan pa kitang ibroadcast sa plaza na naka-mega phone pa!! yun ba ang gusto mo?!!

Kung hitad ako, mas hitad ka! Peste! Kunwaring nag-papakabirhen ka pa, puta ka!! Eh masanggi lang sayo ang lalaki, kumikibot-kibot na agad yang pekpek mo?!! O di ba?!! aminin mo, tarantado ka!

O natahimik kang bigla?! Leche ka, kala mo kung sino ka, tang-ina mo! Mas makati ka pa sa higad, kulang nalang maglaway-laway yang pekpek mo pag-natititigan ka lang ng lalaki! Ipokrita ka!! Naiingit ka lang kasi ako sineseryoso ng mga lalaki, ako lang ang tumatanggi, eh ikaw?!! Kulang nalang maglupasay ka at magmakaawa para lang di ka iwan! Hayop ka!!

(audience….silence…)

*PUTANG INA MO DIN!!!!!

(sapakan,suntukan,bugbugan,tadyakan,kalmutan,sabunutan, basagan ng bunggo)

(B1,B2 umaawat, mga audience nagkakagulo, host natulala, council nag-oobserba)

-END

Bitin ba kayo? ;p

Malamang ganto ang mga eksenang maririnig nyo sa Face to Face na palabas ni Amy Perez sa TV 5 kung hindi sinasapawan ng dabber ang mga bawat salita ng mga guest nila sa bawat programa!

Hindi po ito promotion, hindi din po nila ako binayaran, nagkataon lang na ito lagi ang pinapanood namin sa opisina tuwing lunch break!!

Pampawala ng stress sa pananghalian!! :P

buloy.......

mgs from fb.....

classmayt: iyah....
iyah: po...
classmayt: wala na si ________
iyah: what?!!
iyah: i don't believe you!!!!
classmayt: totoo..
iyah: bakit anong nangyari?!!!
classmayt: nag-suicide....
iyah: WHHHAAAATT?!!!
iyah: no way!!!
classmayt: just today....

he is my classmate since elementary, one of my peers, one of my friend......strong personality, tough, lahat nasa kanya...pero bakit ganito?......

ilang balita pa bang ganito ang maririnig ko.....

payakap naman please....

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diba sabi ko sa inyo ako na ang B-U-S-Y! dito pindutin mo ng mag-kaalaman!

sa totoong buhay maihahalintulad ko ang sarili ko sa isang candy, hindi yung sour candy ha kundi yung sweet and chewy! choos! pwede din sa chocolate, hindi dahil sa matamis, kundi dahil sa dark...dark ang kulay ko! tenk u pala sa papaya herbal soap sa hiram na kutis ko. lels

aktwali mema lang ako ngayon, yaan na, balisawsaw kasi ang utak me now.

kwento ko lang talaga na B-U-S-Y ako, i need somebody to share, share the rest of my life, share my innermost thoughts and my intimate details......hmmmmmm....ganyang ek-ek..

mahilig po talaga me mangyakap...mahilig din me manghalik at makipag-exchange ng i love you's. mapalad ka kung isa ka sa nagagawan at nasasabihan ko nito..pero syempre si iyah may need din......

bilang isang babae syempre gusto mong may nag papahalaga din sayo, yung tipong prinsesa ka pag may knight kang kasama. yung aalalayan ka at with arms wide open ang eksena kung kinakailangan mo ng comfort...girl na girl ang dating so bongga!

yung inaalala ka maya't maya, not to the extent na nakakairita pero yung ka-kesohan nya eh nandyan at nagpapa-palpitate sa puso mo...yeeeeaaah....naiimagine nyo na?!

masarap sa pakiramdam ng isang babae yung may nag-aasikaso sa kanya and in return guys expect nyong mag sho-shower kayo with love from us! plangganang butas!!

na-sasad lang me nowadays kasi nakakamiss yung ganung feeling.....ako na tigang.... biglang laki ng butas ng ilong ko 

buti nalang nanaginip ako da other night, may yumakap daw sa aking super hunk na papable! yaaayyy! landi ko lang...tas kiniss akong bigla!!!! waaaaaaaaahhh!!! takte muntik na akong maihi sa kama, badtrip nga lang  kasi sa forehead ako hinalikan, ano ko nanay?!!  paaakbeeet!

eniwey, gusto ko lang talaga ng may makayakap now....nanginginig na naman kasi ang katawan ko at nang-gigigil ako!!

broken angel

I’m just too dumb to give in

I hate myself

How foolish I am to trust so easily and give my heart all out

Now it’s broken again

I don’t know how many times I’ve mended it

Picking up the pieces together

Solving puzzles all by myself

Distorted inside and out

My heart is so weak I need a cure

A drug that would kill and washout all my feelings

I tried to be strong and to stand firm

But see now I’m losing my grip

All I need is to be loved…

Never be alone…

The world is so cruel..

Taking all away from me…

I’m tired…

You showed him all the best of you

But I'm afraid your best

Wasn't good enough

And know he never wanted you

At least not the way

You wanted yourself to be loved

And you feel like you were a mistake

He's not worth all those tears that won't go away

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